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Golden Walls and Saturn Skies


I just realized two beautiful things today. Okay, so it was raining, and I thought there would be no sunset because it was cloudy. But then the wall opposite my window was illuminated in this golden color, and I just knew… I’m telling you, it’s a golden rule. See what I did there? Pun intended. It’s a golden rule (to me) that whenever the wall opposite your window glows yellow, the sunset is going to be unbelievably beautiful. So I thought, screw it, I’m going up - despite having my term exams commencing tomorrow.

I went outside, and oh my God - it felt like something out of a movie. For some reason, it looked exactly how I would imagine Saturn to be. Kind of ironic, because Saturn is probably going to be my next favorite song. The lyrics, the melody, the way it captures the beauty of existence - it resonates with my entire soul.

While watching the sunset, I had my camera with me, trying to capture it. That’s when it hit me: photography is probably the most sacrificial art out there. I love writing, and it’s one of my preferred art forms, but photography… Photography requires you to sacrifice living fully in the moment to capture it. To capture a once-in-a-lifetime experience, you miss experiencing it yourself. But if you don’t take the picture, who will? Writing, on the other hand, allows you to live in the moment and then translate it into art later. Photography gives you visuals that writing can’t, but it comes at a cost.

The second thing I realized involves my glasses. My prescription glasses make the colors that I see more vivid for some reason, but it was drizzling, and droplets covered my lenses, blurring my view. I had to take them off to see the sunset clearly. It made me realize… sometimes the “lenses” that protect us from the world - our comfort, our filters - need to be removed to truly face reality. You can’t always rely on enhancements to shield you; sometimes you just have to see things as they are.

(btw the cover of this post is the picture of the sky that made write all this 😭)

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