There is something intimate about being yourself. To be in control of something inexplicable, unknowable even to itself. It indeed is a strange realization that you have unbridled power over everything —over your actions, your thoughts, the way you interact with your environment. Nothing is left to chance. But to think about control in the sense of yourself can go two ways. It is a blessing that our mind was put in a body capable of experience, of life, of love and many such emotions that the price outweighs any lack. Of course, not all are blessed with perfection, but if anything, at least to make the best of what one has, one should feel a twinge of gratitude in life itself. Even for the small moments. But that aside, the fact that our mind and body is our own is astounding, akin to the feeling one might have at the thought of their children, their own in so many ways ineffaceable. However, there are parts of ourselves we don't command. Our irrational fears, intrusive tho...
Heyy! I’m Dhiya Raja, a rising junior in high school. I started this blog to share my thoughts, talk about stuff that teenagers would totally relate to, and dive into all the existential moments and crises I’m bound to face over the next couple of years in high school. I hope this becomes a space where I can just express myself, and maybe you’ll find something that hits home for you too :)